I’ve always found it tough to hold a grudge against people, even when I want to. No matter how much someone screws me over or how mad I get, I always find myself forgiving and forgetting and resenting the fact. My ex girlfriend dropped on me out of nowhere that she was kicking me out, aborting our expected baby and my first child and wanted nothing to do with me and I really thought this would be the first time Id be able to hold a grudge and stick to it. Then as soon as shes nice to me again for the first time I tell myself “I’m sure she had her reasons” or “She must have been struggling a lot” and I’m back to being nice.
This is my most recent example but this is an ever too common theme of my life, I just forgive and forget even when I dont want to, and I guess I’m just hoping I’m not alone and theres someone out there who can relate?
Edit – Sorry guys / gals I recieved a lot more responses than I thought. Thank you all so much. But I’m working and unable to reply. I will take time tonight to read all comments and I’ll reply to as many as I can, but if I dont respond please know I have read and I appreciate the lovely words. I hope you all have a wonderful day 🙂