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Whether my eldest child will make it out of their depression or if I will only have one child left within the next 5 years.
Edit for clarification: when my eldest still had to spend half of the time with their mum, they would get mentally abused. As a single father in the Netherlands, it takes years to convince the judge and CPS that your child is much better off with you than with their mum. In my case it took 5 years. 5 years in which my eldest was mentally abused and sometimes even physically abused (grabbed by the throat or wrists). My child is diagnosed with complex PTSD, severe depression, social phobia, anxiety and suicidal thoughts as a result of the abuse. There are weekly sessions with a pediatric psychiatrist, while waiting to be accepted in intensive group therapy and trauma treatment. We (my kid and i) have done everything we can to fight this horrible mental battle. I’m just really scared of the one moment where everything seems too dark for my kid and they decide in that darkest of moments to commit suicide. Thanks for your kind words, it mean a lot.
School. My junior year of college has really been kicking my ass and trying to learn online due to COVID has been really challenging for me. I’m trying to stay positive but I feel like this semester isn’t going well and my grades are going to suffer. I just hope next year is more normal and I can take the time that I need this summer to get back on track.
This girl at work who is psycho af. Took me a month to see her true colors, now I blocked her from all media but she is still finding ways around it via a work chat that I frequent. She has no filter and likes to push my buttons. She is also a racist, paranoid conservative Fox News type. She’s mad because I keep blocking her so she is still trying to push my buttons in the chat to get my attention but I keep ignoring her.
Anyway, this girls likes to act up a lot so I feel like she might cause me to lose my job some day. I just started a month and a half ago and it pays well so I deleted all the messages I sent her at work and outside of work just to be safe. I really hate her and she is becoming quite the nuisance at work. I hope to God she doesn’t make me lose my job. I actually like it here.
Everyone is so divided. Most people think if you disagree with someone you must hate them and they think in order to love someone you have to agree with everything they say. Social media is driving the polarization. Americans need to realize that no matter what side of the spectrum you are on we all mostly want the same things. To be happy healthy and successful. Love your neighbor. We are very lucky to live in a country with great access to resources and so many people take it for granted.
My sister’s job allowed for up to 4 family members to get the covid vaccine. I gave her my email and they called me to set up the appointment and told me they’d email me with the location. The day comes and I didn’t get an email. I called them up and got the address that way and when I got there they wanted to confirm my email address and they left out a letter. I corrected them and they fixed it, then I got my first shot. I’m supposed to go back in two weeks for my second shot but I’m thinking to myself “Did they say yahoo or gmail?” I have gmail and they’ll need to email me for the second location for the shot. So now I’m worried that in two weeks I won’t get an email and I won’t get my second shot.
The area behind my property is beautiful untouched woods that runs about a half mile until it meets a highway. There’s talk that the township might raze it and zone it for development.
I’m worried about a class I have to retake this fall that is a requirement for my math degree.
The first time I took it I was having extreme health issues and to make it worse, the professor seemed to have such contempt towards me. Any time I’d ask the prof questions about something I genuinely didn’t understand she made me feel like an idiot for not understanding something so “simple.”
I have gotten A’s in statistics, calculus, differential equations, and B+ in linear algebra yet somehow geometry is causing me so much stress.
My job and school. I just started going back to school this week and it’s already a struggle after multiple failed attempts at college. I’m afraid of fucking it up again.
The path America is on
Whether my eldest child will make it out of their depression or if I will only have one child left within the next 5 years.
Edit for clarification: when my eldest still had to spend half of the time with their mum, they would get mentally abused. As a single father in the Netherlands, it takes years to convince the judge and CPS that your child is much better off with you than with their mum. In my case it took 5 years. 5 years in which my eldest was mentally abused and sometimes even physically abused (grabbed by the throat or wrists). My child is diagnosed with complex PTSD, severe depression, social phobia, anxiety and suicidal thoughts as a result of the abuse. There are weekly sessions with a pediatric psychiatrist, while waiting to be accepted in intensive group therapy and trauma treatment. We (my kid and i) have done everything we can to fight this horrible mental battle. I’m just really scared of the one moment where everything seems too dark for my kid and they decide in that darkest of moments to commit suicide. Thanks for your kind words, it mean a lot.
I am worried about getting back in shape.
Being able to pay rent and put food on the table are the two biggest ones atm
I think about my friends mom whose husband left her alone with a special needs child and no savings. Breaks my heart she gotta do it all alone.
School. My junior year of college has really been kicking my ass and trying to learn online due to COVID has been really challenging for me. I’m trying to stay positive but I feel like this semester isn’t going well and my grades are going to suffer. I just hope next year is more normal and I can take the time that I need this summer to get back on track.
That i wont see my family and best friend again. They abandoned me. And i want to die everyday. Why dont they want me man
Me becoming 40 year old virgin like I predicted I would
Time is not waiting for me to get my shit together.
My new job
Part of the nearby forest is endangered because of the plan to build completely useless road going straight through it.
These trees are my old time friends and I simply can’t think about them being cut down, just because some politician wants more money.
This girl at work who is psycho af. Took me a month to see her true colors, now I blocked her from all media but she is still finding ways around it via a work chat that I frequent. She has no filter and likes to push my buttons. She is also a racist, paranoid conservative Fox News type. She’s mad because I keep blocking her so she is still trying to push my buttons in the chat to get my attention but I keep ignoring her.
Anyway, this girls likes to act up a lot so I feel like she might cause me to lose my job some day. I just started a month and a half ago and it pays well so I deleted all the messages I sent her at work and outside of work just to be safe. I really hate her and she is becoming quite the nuisance at work. I hope to God she doesn’t make me lose my job. I actually like it here.
Everyone is so divided. Most people think if you disagree with someone you must hate them and they think in order to love someone you have to agree with everything they say. Social media is driving the polarization. Americans need to realize that no matter what side of the spectrum you are on we all mostly want the same things. To be happy healthy and successful. Love your neighbor. We are very lucky to live in a country with great access to resources and so many people take it for granted.
Humanity.
My sister’s job allowed for up to 4 family members to get the covid vaccine. I gave her my email and they called me to set up the appointment and told me they’d email me with the location. The day comes and I didn’t get an email. I called them up and got the address that way and when I got there they wanted to confirm my email address and they left out a letter. I corrected them and they fixed it, then I got my first shot. I’m supposed to go back in two weeks for my second shot but I’m thinking to myself “Did they say yahoo or gmail?” I have gmail and they’ll need to email me for the second location for the shot. So now I’m worried that in two weeks I won’t get an email and I won’t get my second shot.
The area behind my property is beautiful untouched woods that runs about a half mile until it meets a highway. There’s talk that the township might raze it and zone it for development.
I’m worried about a class I have to retake this fall that is a requirement for my math degree.
The first time I took it I was having extreme health issues and to make it worse, the professor seemed to have such contempt towards me. Any time I’d ask the prof questions about something I genuinely didn’t understand she made me feel like an idiot for not understanding something so “simple.”
I have gotten A’s in statistics, calculus, differential equations, and B+ in linear algebra yet somehow geometry is causing me so much stress.
Man I can’t wait to get this degree over with.
If I can smoke a blunt in my back shed and make it inside safely without my parents smelling the dank.
I worry about my young kids alot. And I worry about my health.
Everything.
will I ever find a girl that understand I don’t feel comfortable being touched by other people? (therefore “making moves” is impossible )
Nothing.
Have I spent enough time with my wife today.
The fact that my run today has .e feeling much more stuff and sore than it should have
Nothing. I’m nice and calm like a pond.
Not sure if this amazing girl im with is the one. Also need more security(money) from work.
Im worried about getting an internship. Idk why everyone else seems to get one and I can’t find any.
I think my dog ate some black walnut shells in my in-laws’ back yard. Waiting to see if he starts showing signs of poisoning.
About which scent of deodorant I will switch to
Money printing
Mental health issues + about my heart.
I’m currently studying for the CPA exam. That shit sucks
My job and school. I just started going back to school this week and it’s already a struggle after multiple failed attempts at college. I’m afraid of fucking it up again.
My job just sucks plain and simple