When I was younger, my older friends and relatives always told me, ‘Enjoy the life while you’re young.’ But they’ve never told me, that the enjoyment is so addictive.
I was partying, traveling, and dating a lot but now, I’m approaching my 30s and I realize that my lifestyle was not sustainable in the long run
I’ve started dating my childhood friend which I think is love of my life, we’ve just moved in and we’re planning our future together.
However, most of the time all I can think about is how much fun I used to have and that a stranger smiled at me, what if I was single?
It’s depressing, because I was having fun not to have regrets later and now I still wish that the fun would continue.