Just a guy who never had any luck trying to stay positive
Edit- Thanks to everyone who replied, lot of good advice. All I can do is just continue to live my life and try to get some hope back.
The most common advice I got here was to stop giving a %%%% and live my life…Absolutely no problem doing that-Except one thing when nothing happened When I am trying what will ever happen If I stop trying? I guess how to deal with that anxiety and stress was what I was looking for here, got great advice. Did not expect so many people to take time to comment here. Hope people in similar situation as me find someone if they want, people who found someone congratulations! Goodnight